Who are you to wave your fatty fingers at me?

 

 

 

 

I've recently posted two Tool lyrics videos to YT, they got popular and in the result my channel ,that I have had for over 12 years got disabled. All my time ,work, inspirations, history behind the videos, flow sate of minds , four different cameras I used over time ,all of those went down the toilet by a single click of a mouse from the Rico Management. The channel shows my development ,progress , places had I lived in the past and I could talk hours about those videos if there was anybody willing to listen. That situation is making me think of the main character Józef K that Franz Kafka put in 'The Trial' and his alone , destined to lose ,fight against the cold & soulless totalitarian system and their fake trial against him. Now I not only share the same name with that character, I am the Józef K from the trial myself. Yet another chase for my personal freedom that I've failed to achieve and I feel I've fought for such values my entire life. The enemy was always far more powerful and out of sight. Swinging the sword around in the dark hearing only an evil laugh. 

Then, ironically Tool band is coming to Krakow soon. "We hope our music have had a healing or inspirational nature tonight. Take this feeling home and make something good with it. ...and in the meantime..... go home and have sex" (my favourite Maynard's goodbye words after one of their gigs).

Well , James, I've tried doing just that but the dune harvester did not sniff any income in me and tore me into pieces.

Now I may just turn on some netflix shit and drink some piss every night cos I am discouraged to go on.